In this blog post I continue looking at what I have
personally learned from the Jonah story. We saw that the meaning of Jonah’s
name was ‘Dove’, yet his social group had moulded him to be a hawk. He was living
according to the truth that he had received from his father Amittai (whose name
meant ‘Truth’). His true spiritual Father, who gave birth to the whole
creation, was calling him to see a greater, more expansive truth. This truth
was that the ‘Blessings of God’ were available to all the people on earth, even
the enemies of his Jewish social group. He was also leading Jonah to recognize
and embrace his true identity which was a reflection of his name. I previously
mentioned that in Scripture the name of a person often referred to their
identity. Yet, Jonah resisted both extending the blessing of God beyond his
social group and embracing the reality of his true identity.
What I have been confronted by in this time of
transformation that I have been through in the last six years is that I did not
know who I really am. I (like every other person) have been created, as
Scripture tells us, ‘in the Image of God’ (Genesis 1:26-27). At the core of my
being I am therefore a unique reflection of God. However, I did not know what
this unique refection is. Like Jonah I had taken on a perception of who I was
which accorded with what my social conditioning made me believe I was. My
perception of my identity was a reflection of my place within my social group.
This was in terms of various overall criteria such as nationality, class,
language group, race (especially in South Africa), gender etc. More
specifically it had to do with my education level and my perceived gifts and
talents. All these factors impacted on my performance and level of achievement
in terms of what my society valued as being desirable. In my society success
was primarily valued in terms of accumulating wealth (and conspicuous
consumption); gaining status (along with status symbols); and exercising power.
My perception of my identity was therefore related to these factors; and the
degree to which I measured up according to them. They were the external
criteria of success and achievement. Especially as a man they were the measure
of whether or not I was ‘enough of a man’. This identity I took on I call my
‘social identity,’ because it was rooted in my social situation.
The Christian Church has rightly taught through the
centuries the Biblical truth that because of the sin of Adam we his descendents
were cut off from relationship with God. Jesus died in order to redeem us from
that reality and restore our relationship with God; and this enabled us to
become adopted sons and daughters of our True Heavenly Father. This radically
changes our status, from being slaves to sin and under the dominion of the
‘Prince of this World’ (Satan), to being members of the family of our True
Father, and under his authority.
The Church has however neglected to emphasize the fact that
not only are we cut off from our heavenly Father, we are also cut off from our
True Self; that part of us that is created in the image of God. There has been
a tendency to focus on the sinfulness and depravity of mankind to the exclusion
of the reality that we are created in the image of God. This was taken to great
height during the Protestant Reformation, especially within Calvinism. If
people are constantly told: “You are bad, rotten to the core!” then they end up
believing it. It tragically gives them a distorted perception of reality. They fail
to recognize the image of God within them.
It has been largely left to the mystics of the
Christian Church to retain the reality of the necessity of being re-united with
both God and our True Self. They have safe- guarded this reality from being
lost. Our True Self is who God created us to be at the core of our being. It is
imprinted within us from birth, in the same way that our genetic coding is
imprinted within our DNA. This is the basis of our True Identity, which is rooted in our relationship with our
True Father. I have had to come to a place of seeing that my true identity is
not the ‘social identity’ I took on by virtue of my place within my social
group; and my achievements in that context. That was a very conditional identity,
which was based on my social heritage and performance. This initial identity
that I took on was in fact a ‘False Identity’. This was a distorted perception
of reality - an illusion. I am not who I thought I was. This illusory false identity
was the persona (or mask) that I hid behind to play out the drama of the first
half of my life. It took the ‘Jonah experience’ that I have described in this
blog to enable me to begin to recognize a higher and more expansive
reality. It was a difficult and painful
experience, but without it I would still be trapped within my false identity.
The problem with our illusions is that they are much like
prisons; we become trapped within them and cannot escape without something
extraneous impacting on us. What I have come to see is that ultimately this is
a spiritual condition. We have an adversary whose mission is to hurt and
destroy us; and keep us under his control. Scripture tells us that our
adversary is a liar and the father of lies. He is also a master salesman. It is
he who sells us the lie that our social identity is our only identity; and as
soon as we buy that lie we become trapped in a false identity. We therefore become
cut off from our true identity. Satan aims to keep us in that state of
illusion, because it separates us from coming to know the “fullness of life”
that Jesus died in order for us to receive. Only in coming to know and
embracing our True Self can we find our True Identity. This identity is not
conditional and dependent on our heritage and performance; but unconditional.
We just have to receive it as a free gift from a loving Father. This is a transcendent
identity, rooted in our True Heavenly Father and not in society.
This sounds so simple and obvious. However, in my experience
there are few people who I have met within the Christian Church who seem to
live out of this reality. They accept their salvation that Jesus bought as a
ransom by giving his life for theirs, but then soon slip into an ‘Elder
Brother’ mentality of joyless labour trying to earn their Fathers love. They
are also still trapped in the reality of their false self that they have been
conditioned by their society since young to adopt as being their only self. Living
out of the reality of our True Identity does not come easily; and requires
nothing less than the power of the Holy Spirit; and going through an experience
similar to what Jonah went through, of being swallowed by a fish; in whatever
guise the Lord chooses to send it.
Questions for reflection;
·
How do you respond to what I have written?
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Are you living out of your True Identity?
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Is this something that you want?
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